Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Annoying

I've been so easily annoyed by Gseal. This family is really not easy to get along with, especially all the females. There's so much to be careful about and still, theres a lot of opinions, and talking behind of my back. Just stop it.....why don't you say it to my face. I haven't done anything wrong. I always try to be good so am I too nice to you? Is it because I let you say what you want? Is it because I don't talk back? I guess, I'm too nice.  Is it really necessary to create all these stress for me? If you want something, just say you want it. Don't keep going around the bush a million times. Am I mind reader? I'm not a mind reader. Stop making my life so difficult. In America, the newlyweds live apart from the parents. I have no freedom ........ Why do you always have to take 熊熊 away from me??? You always say he smells, so why do you always have to take him away, when you see him with me? Do you want me to get my own dog? WHY.............. you feel so unhappy when he's sitting next to me. When everyone's gone then you act differently but when everyone's home , you don't act that way. I don't know how much longer I can take it. You vomited yesterday, but said it must be because of the bento I bought. Really? You don't say that when baby buys you bento. Another reason why you vomited was because of the soup me and Acai cooked last night, but were fine. The reason is because you kept fucking insisting to eat the bad mangoes. It's already bad , and you still gave some to 熊熊, thats why he has running stomach. Just what did I do wrong to you? Fucking shit. I want to move far away from here. Everyday feels like being in a prison and miserable.